For more evidence of Eugene Curtsinger’s brilliance, read his novel Strychnine and Ceremony in light of a recent short essay by David James Duncan, “Cherish This Ecstasy” (published in The Sun, July 2008 issue, and among what Mary Oliver calls The Best American Essays 2009).
And so on. David James Duncan reminds me that when reading anything Eugene wrote, but especially Strychnine and Ceremony, it’s important to remember what Curtsinger’s imagination could do with a phrase from his beloved Meister Eckhart: “The greater the nudity, the greater the union.”
For us, as for Duncan, may any void in our life be filled with beings
like the lone female loon who mistook a wet, moonlit interstate for water and crash-landed on the truck-grooved pavement of the fast lane; loon to whom I sprinted, as a convoy of eighteen-wheelers roared toward her, throwing my coat over her head so she wouldn’t stab me, pulling her to my chest as I leapt from the concrete; loon who, when she felt this blind liftoff, let out
a full, far-northern tremolo that pierced, without stabbing,
my coat, ribs, heart, day, life. All is an Ocean, she
and Father Zossima and the avian choir keep
singing as into black holes in trees, truck
routes, river ice, frigid hearts, ecstatic
birds keep dropping. Till even alone
and in darkness, with no special
hat, clothes, or wings to help
me fly up and feel it, I find
myself caught in the
endless act
of being
loved.
I love you, John Sercer.
I got a David James Duncan novel for Christmas, but my dad took it the next day and hasn't given it back yet.
Go ahead and add the label "Peter Bloch loves John Sercer a lot" to this post.